not 50 yet

...but i am agreeing.

"life is a challenge, to be 50 and have experiences and think you have everything under control, and then it hits you — that's what life is...life is tragicomic. you need a certain sense of humor." — tom cruise

mind over matter

it's wednesday and i am still feeling the blues. and yes, last night was bad. nightmares, nightmares and more nightmares.

my dream is to ride on aladdin's magical flying carpet with my man and princess in the sky among the twinkling diamond stars and we will glide over the world together forever.

but it is mind over heart and now i do not remember when did i last let my heart decide.

it's always home

the past one month in perfect little rectangles, these are what make life beautiful :) now can we just live happily ever after?

i will never be tired of being with this little girl all day long. and oh - her smiles, whines, hugs and kisses that flocked around with joy. she is generally very happy and laughs easily, and sees the good in everything. a good lesson to me who now became a world-weary adult. nothing like seeing the world through fresh eyes, than seeing it via a little toddler’s point of view.

on a side now, we will be living for sentosa in ten days time to celebrate our six years of love, the man's big thirty-four and the girl turning eighteenth month! and finally an arranged photoshoot :)