say happy birthday to mummy

so much has happened within this year,
but one thing will never change.
my love for my love ones

happy 56th, mummy-goh

about xmas. about love.

ok, got an ipad for xmas this year from my bosses
but
definitely still not as nice as the one i received in 2007,

my perfect one.
❤❤❤

August 21, 1853

Have you really not noticed, then, that here of all places, in this private, personal solitude that surrounds me, I have turned to you? All the memories of my youth speak to me as I walk, just as the sea shells crunch under my feet on the beach. The crash of every wave awakens far-distant reverberations within me.

I hear the rumble of bygone days, and in my mind the whole endless series of old passions surges forward like the billows. I remember my spasms, my sorrows, gusts of desire that whistled like wind in the rigging, and vast vague longings that swirled in the dark like a flock of wild gulls in a storm cloud.

On whom should I lean, if not on you? My weary mind turns for refreshment to the thought of you as a dusty traveler might sink onto a soft and grassy bank.

— Gustave Flaubert to his wife Louise Colet

lucky me

SHE got a BIG problem

whats the issue?

mistress is me

its bad dealing with mother-in-laws,
but i guess its worse dealing with GRAND mother-in-law.

so i am the "other woman".

break record

oh no, its 5.16am but yet i am still in office!
zzzzzzzz....

our 3 little rascals

and yes,
my birthday celebration in batam was brought to a peak, also due to them.

never

thanks again for this little surprise on our 43rd.
i will never get tired of receiving flowers from you :)))

i know you love me

"i cannot afford a Chanel bag for you now. but by the time you finish this bottle of Chanel No.5, we are on our way to europe."

though its something i can't visualise, but its super duper sweet.
i like it (((:

happy birthday to me

if i were to appreciate the fruit of life, i would first learn how to appreciate the tree which bears the fruit and that would be birth. birth is a beginning, a window to a chance of a lifetime. despite birthdays being a momentous occasion, a time to celebrate birth itself as the joy of life, i'm never someone who likes celebrating my birthday until darling dear comes along ♥♥♥

i have been in a body which houses me for 27 years. this feeling is not going to get me excited because i feel i am growing up toooooo fast! now it seems like i'm in the midst of exiting lady-hood yet entering aunty-hood. to simply put it, its like one foot in and one foot out. i'm totally going to start spending wisely, first on anti aging products first.

on an entirely separate note, birthday this year is nothing but amazing, really. i had a terrific birthday celebration. celebrating signifies something happy and of cos, i am absolutely happy! i had a relaxing weekend getaway in batam with darling dear, a wonderful lunch with my family and lots of sms-blasting from my deary friends!

Naughty dada, its the time of the year again! 14 Nov xxxx. I would have to crack my head to find the 'PERFECT' GIFT for you! But I think you have found 'it'. Hehe, you know what I mean! Happy Birthday! Love you forever & ever,

Handsome & dark Hubby,
友财
14 Nov 2010

Idea #1 - Chanel 2.55 Maxi
Idea #2 - Tiffany & Co Bracelet
Idea #3 - Bottega Veneta Wallet
Idea #4 - George Jenson Earring
Idea #5 - Trip to Europe

keep loving

there are really some things worth anticpating for really, and fate does work its little magic in life in way that we don't expect it.

the "i do" you said to me, made me felt the same way 2 years ago.
i felt touched and i still feel touched in the same way in the same place.

that boy, he's my love

“hello my love!"

i love how you sang jackie cheung's song to me. i love how you get scared of injections, while I'm sitting there laughing. i love how you kiss me in front of your friends. i love how you smile at me when i said something silly. i love the way you hold my hands when I'm sleeping. i love how you wake me up in the middle of the night with your snoring melody.

i don’t think I could ever finish describing the way i really feel about you. i am so blessed for being the one you chose to be with and it’s a privilege to love you and to take care of you.

i got way too addicted to you,
happy 2nd wedding anniversary ♥♥♥

nobody nobody

i want nobody, nobody but you
i want nobody, nobody but you
i don’t want anyone else
i can’t have anyone but you
i want nobody nobody, nobody nobody

老爸六十一了!

happy birthday , perfect papa-goh!

i hope you like your nike polo tee, pork ribs feast and chocolate dessert! 我们都好爱您!

today is deepavali, it was a little special because we had an 1-day advanced birthday celebration for the most respected man in my life.

it might not had been expected, but it's a relief for all of us that everybody turns up for tony roma. it's a good feast, we ate, chatted, laughed, walked and ended with desserts in max brenner esplanade.

i love such times when family gathers together. as I grow older, i realise nothing's better than family ties.

whats next?
mummy-goh's 56th on the last day of the year.

junction of my life

yesterday night, i had a talk with darling dear. i told him whats bothering me, i told him my little unhappiness in the corner of my heart.

i want to understand life, my own life. i'm looking for my own piece of mind. i'm trying to find peace within myself and i hope to do something i like to do.

ok, i am getting very negative.
junction.

"can i stop working and you 养我?"

"can, but no more branded bags and blogshopping."

forget what i said then.

welcome back to me

one way or another, passion makes fools of us all.
i don't mind being a fool, as long as its darling dear.

welcome back.

u can be saint but i want to be human

when you appear to be confident and strong, people expect you to be the loudest; funniest and the most self opinionated girl in the room. when you make a mistake, they make a big deal out of it. those people would have to learn how to shut up, treat you like a human because we’re all humans, we’re all set in flaws.

get a life, colleague

currently i only have 2 men in my life and sorry, i do not need a brother to advise me on anything.

1 very important reason

another reason why i ♥♥♥ november.
ayc and angel officially married for 2 years!

and we will be back, 四川豆花!

i love november!

reasons why i adore november:

1. darling dear is coming back
2. i am turning 27 ):
3. its papa-goh's birthday as well
4. there are 2 public holidays
5. take a rest from tuition cos examinations are over
6. a last leap at work before everyone can rest and relax

who says woman are petty

为什么有些男人这么小氣，
只有老爸、老公最好。

bacon cheese for me, please

on a darling dear-less night, i'm food porn-ing again.

i will love to have this right now!

welcome to a better week

ask most people what they want out of life and the answer is simple - to be happy. maybe it’s this expectation though of wanting to be happy that just keeps us from ever getting there. maybe the more we try to will ourselves to states of bliss, the more confused we get - to the point where we don’t recognize ourselves. instead we just keep smiling - trying to be the happy people we wish we were. until it eventually hits us, it’s been there all along. not in our dreams or our hopes but in the known, the comfortable, the familiar.
Grey’s Anatomy

trust no one

cool!

if your ex comes back to you, after all the stupidity he did, just hug him and whisper ”Sorry, I don’t recycle rubbish.”

my last saturday without you

i'm envying the koala bear ):

kids' smiles are contagious

after a not-so-good day at work, i'm so lost in thoughts. luckily my 2 tuition kids managed to save my night. they really make me forget about work - they make me smile. and laugh.

sometimes i wonder, am i more suitable to work with kids.
irritating but naive and harmless.

bad mood fall upon me today

i'm currently experiencing a super bad monday blues.
feeling tired, irritated and annoyed,
by everyone's words and action.

definitely not pms,
maybe i am just in need of some chocolate therapy.

ok, can someone please get me a bar? NOW!!!

i don't want to shine

i am contented with just peanut butter and jelly sandwich.
why force me to drink eat foie gras?

so can't you see?
call me aimless or bimbo,
i just want to be that simple little woman (:

determination in the wrong place

its 12.21am and i'm still spree-ing for a maxi.

very addicted

its 15th but salary not out, yet someone is spreeeeeee-ing online :)))))

food porning in progress

i want this cake for my 27th birthday, mr ayc.


...so start practising NOW.

its cute

be happy, stay happy

after meeting a couple of very pessimistic friends over the weekend, i’m thinking that sometimes you just have to make the decision to be happy. just realize that things aren’t ever what you hoped they’d be. not ever. for anybody. the only thing that separates one kind of person from another is that there are some who stay angry about it and there are some who accept what comes their way.

keep me interesting

its a BORING october.

and ouch! my right eye hurts.

wondering if its worth it

i'm trying to remain confident and hopeful because the idea of love is all that keeps me going, i'm holding onto the idea of love being bigger than anything in the whole world and that it will completely change my life. love to most people is like a double edged sword and i used to constantly wonder if it is worth it.

...somehow i'm glad i'd found my love
and he is worth it.

sign of spam

thats why i got my cbox off ):

my long distance love

being a woman is worse than being a farmer

there is so much harvesting and crop spraying to be done : legs to be waxed, underarms shaved, eyebrows plucked, feet pumiced, skin exfoliated and moisturized, spots cleansed, roots dyed, eyelashes tinted, nails filed, cellulite massaged, stomach muscles exercised. The whole performance is so highly tuned you only need to neglect it for a few days for the whole thing to go to seed. Sometimes I wonder what I would be like if left to revert to nature - with a full beard and a handlebar moustache on each shin, Dennis Healey eyebrows, face a graveyard of dead skin cells, spots erupting, long curly fingernails like Struwelpeter, blind as bat and stupid runt of species as no contact lens, flabby body flobbering around.

I opened the fridge…

And my eyes went straight to the kit kat. There is a heaven. Now, if only i had darling dear's metabolism ))):

why 财哥哥 likes you?

"because i'm pretty."

a good riddance

19 september 2010 seems like a good day for union. many couples chose that day to get married, while my dear sister chose this day to celebrate her parting from a jerk who left her nothing, but debts.

nevertheless, it ended at where it stared - jade @fullerton hotel.



it's a good feast, we ate, chatted, laughed, camwhored, walked and joined in for the kite festival by ntuc income.



1 more day to being a lonely angel because darling dear is flying off to australia for 37 days ))):

back to the geeky days

...all because of some damaged tissue in cornea.
sucks ))):

addicted!

this is so irreplaceable (((:

if it wasn't so sinful

boyfriendreplacement: once upon a milkshake.

thank you lyn-pearl hog!

angel is now officially a miu miu bag owner!

there you are

worth loving for

sometimes we come into a person's life
not to make them love us
but to let them feel that they are
so much worth loving for.

happy 41st.

its all a matter of action

你会不会?

你说，你希望和我去一个没人认识的地方。
有时候，我希望你真的有这种勇气，
会为了我突然勇敢。

am i one of the fools?

one way or another, passion makes fools of us all.
— Jane Austen

white bug

runny nose, sorethroat, a series of pimples, whats next?

an ulcer under the tongue, OUCH!!!

):

Born to be like that

Happy girls are the prettiest.
— Audrey Hepburn

so sweeet...

mummy-goh is desperate

i was telling mummy-goh that i was craving for Konnyaku Jelly.
a sentence came very loudly across my ears.
"ARE YOU PREGNANT?"

which is which

just love, can't bring happiness.

or

without love, there will never be any happiness.

thats what i want

thank you for being so caring, loving and patient.

thank you for your endless love for the past 40 months.

i love you.

forever.

status

i so craving for waffles

oh no, i am craving for more max brenner again!! banana split waffles, my next must-eat there.

can i just swollow down the waffles off my toshiba's screen?

angel is NORMAL

papa-goh always ask me if i am a caterpillar.
i should have shown him this statistic.

inception = Joseph Gordon-Levitt

thats exactly the reason why i went to inception :D

难题

tuition kid 1 is 8 years old while tuition kid 2 is 11 years old.

tuition kid 1: is kor kor your brother? (pointing to darling dear's photo)
tuition kid 2: kor kor is her honey lah.
tuition kid 1: oh! kor kor is your honey! you like to eat kor kor ar??

angel goh: (speechless)...please do your work and stop asking so many question.

Best Chocolate Souffle in Singapore

after reading a post about the best chocolate souffle in singapore, max brenner chocolate bar seems not to get out of my mind.

to spend $16++ for a dessert is not something we will do everyday but its a heavenly orgasmic experience we will not forget.

max brenner chocolate bar, i will be back SOON (((:

i really have an issue

what should i do?

i should just flip home&decor magazines and rot at starbucks, dreaming about a 二人世界 in my kitchen. (:

ahhhh~
perhaps in my next life.

SMILE

life is unfair

it always hits me when i least expect it. at that very juncture, it felt like a movie rolling off in front of my eyes. i've been in this critical struggle attempting to swim out of that streamlined pool. i've always been baffled, scratching my head about why im planted in this river that's streamed towards pacific ocean instead of some course that could lead to a peaceful lake at the end of the day.

perspectives.

my obvious futile attempts to migrate into a whole new world have been hitting on me. i always thought, so long you inject effort, you'll reap results. probably not proportionate but somehow or another, there'll be outputs. i've been oblivious to this consistent evolution that my environment has undergone.

my challenge since forever, has been this overdosage of paranoia and thinking too much. at times i'd console myself that when some label ''thinking too much'' on me their train of thoughts have never brought them there. but well, who is to use their own yardsticks and their own tinted lenses to judge another?

accepting people for who they are, is still something i'm working on. the world is never a perfect residence. that's why i have to also learn, to let go easily. maybe i should first, learn how to hold onto things less tight. that might do the trick of easier release if it ever leaves me.

no matter what, regardless of everything, i am apologetic for the persistence i had in this journey of entering a new world. i realised everyone has a place meant for them. accepting fate doesnt mean accepting defeat.

this isnt an emotional moment. just reflections so far. i have wasted far too much time on attention seeking. far too much time on play beyond the lines. i did that, cos i never comprehended the reason behind sticking to 1 characteristic brewed in you since young.

oh well, life still goes on. the sun still rises tomorrow.

finally not job-less

thanks amelia!

how do i know

when someone knows

try koi if you have the time!

audrey goh feels that she has a mountain turtle sister and bro-in-law because we dunno whats koi cafe, LOL!

ohhh, my loveee...

hello love,
you're the biggest motivation ever, you know you make my day!

durian is still a fruit after all

finally had my durian craving today.

thanks kelvin.

Saying nothing… sometimes says the most.

i am now standing at a cross junction.
"who knows what i am thinking?!"

*silence*

好臭美

darling dear refuses to eat 'wild olives' because he feels his pasta is now the best, LOL!

indeed.

i am sure i have good genes too!!!

its all due to papa-goh good driving genes that audrey goh could drive me to ah-cai's house and pass him medicine ((:

who will be the next?
me!

just a note: ah-cai = darling dear, according to his angmo speaking mum-in-law who can't pronounce "you cai", LOL!!!

small indeed

a peep at my future kitchen :D

small, compact and no top cabinets.
thats how WE want it.