TGIF! one more week to go!

below is whats been keeping me occupied.
thinking. missing. yearning.

my someone

brooke davis said, "life is going to push you around. it's going to beat you up and it's going to scare you. but then, one day, you realize...you're not just a survivor. you're a warrior!"

at times, i felt my whole life was some kind of dream. as i go along the way, i get bruises and scrapes. sometimes the blade cuts deep. sometimes a few scratches, with a little blood.

The most important thing is having someone there to scoop me up, to hold me tight, and to tell me everything is all right."

my someone is here.
my someone is you.

do good and good will follow.

a word has been lingering in my head today.

why is it that some people can find a parking lot the moment the car enters the carpark while others had to go rounds in the carpark before they can get a lot which is 10 meters away from the elavator.

why is it that some people always get what they wish for while others can only own them in dreamlands.

why is it that some people always get the good things while others can only envy and sigh.

why is it that some people....while others.... (the list goes on and on)

are some people lucky and others unlucky?

i concluded.
the word is karma.

"it is impossible to build one's own happiness on the unhappiness of others. This perspective is at the heart of Buddhist teachings."
— Daisaku Ikeda

holy eight!

muack! good night!

whatsthematterwithme?

last night, i toss and turn, toss and turn like how an indian man tosses roti prata. usually i will hear lovey dovey words from a sleepy voice before entering dreamland.

it had been 2 nights that i haven't hear your snorings - and i'm so not very used to this silence.

and ohh, i just popped 2 tynenols. my head gonna burst anytime ):
could someone get me ayc instead?

prolly can be lower?

i quite like my electrical bill this month (:

hello, i miss you.

"What was that thing that could make two people promise one another to spend every day of the rest of their lives together?
Ah,I found it. It was a thing called love. A small simple word."

— Cecelia Ahern (Thanks for the Memories)

can't smile without you

this morning, i woke up at 6.30am and gave darling dear a morning call. he is having a golf session with eric tay. but wells, this silly dumbo forgot to bring along any casual tee or polo. he even forgotten his clinique facial cleanser (i hate it when he does not use the proper cleansing products!)

throughout the day, i got reported on every of his movements (:
just one word from you, is enough....to blow me away.

coupons - all present!

it was a pretty impulse decision to head off to super target without doing much homework.
but i'm glad i did - got my baby wipes at $0.27.

and now, i'm totally geared up - second run to super target tomorrow!

goodnight

because you insisted that i should go to bed like you (:

hiatus starts today!

is the glass half empty or half full?

instead of sighing that "its only the first day today", perhaps, i should say in a lighter tone "only ten more days to go!"

i think when i discard all the ugly thoughts, my world seems just so much brighter. now, i can safely say now, that i am happy and brave and will remind myself to see the half-full cup... and hopefully, this will last long enough. at least till the 20th.

The Time Traveler's Wife (2009)

a lovely full stop to our special day - The Time Traveler's Wife (2009).



"We laugh and laugh, and nothing can ever be sad, no one can be lost, or dead, or far away: right now we are here, and nothing can mar our perfection, or steal the joy of this perfect moment."

— Audrey Niffenegger (The Time Traveler's Wife)

i forever do

i will be good during the next 10 days, i promise.
because you have given me a reason to.

and i also promise.
you will get yours on 20 april 2010 (:

i still still do

mid-20s is no longer the word to describe my age.
i'm officially going into the late-20s group in 5 days time.

never mind, at least i'm still in my 20s (:

all in all, thank you for being so sweet.
i had such a wonderful day (:
and did i also mention that i actually know whats in the tiffany and co box? (opps!)

i still do.

it was dallas arboretum in the afternoon. it was quality romantic time, with sushi made by my sushi master. i'm thrilled as i heard people raved about this botanical garden. romantic was the word that most people used to describe this place. but erm, perhaps i still prefer the botanical garden in singapore.

dinner was at love-nest balcony. apparently, darling treated his george foreman giller as a bbq pit, oh silly silly! oh wells, i haaave to admit that i have been a fan of chicken wings, regardless of bbq or fried. the smell was drawing every of my attention that i couldn't say no! and, his choice turned out to be a pleasant surprise afterall (:

pipping hot grilled chicken wings, with a tinge of its juice squirting during each bite. i love the grilled salmon & scallops, especially, this is way better than some restaurants. it was a comforting moment together at the dinner in rejoice of our special moment. and did i mention about our half hawaiian-half spinach cheese pizza? we were both overloaded from this "outdoor bbq".
but, i promise, we wil not stop at this first time (:

i do

"I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride; so I love you because I know no other way."
— Pablo Neruda (100 Love Sonnets/Cien Sonetos De Amor)

so you see, i will always love you and be with you ♥

this surprise had me taken aback this year!
firstly in the morning, i was told,
"you better not step out into the living room!"
and
"close your eyes! don't peep! I'm gonna come in!"

i was really a happy receiver today. my half-opened eyes glowed at the sight of the bed table placed on the bed, right on top of my lard-y lap.

the thing, that followed behind the presentation of my love-breakfast and his big beam, super undefined bliss. but, you successfully set my day straight, doesnt matter whether it's wedding anniversary or my pre-bday celebration anot (((((((((:

tomorrow is judgement day (:

dear darling dumbo,
please be reminded that...
tomorrow is my and our big day.

i want my surprise.
i'm worried actually.
let's keep fingers crossed. (:

and oh! you had got your surprise last night.
SURPRISE!


"I think falling in love is the answer you get when you solve for a special, specific equation of familiarity and surprise."